Still Sick :(

I still feel like crap and i think Olin is full of poop. I may just go to my regular doctor on Friday. The guya t Olin said I should feel a lot better by today. And do i? No. My throat hurts just as much as it did on Sunday when i went to bed.

The ebst part of this whole sickness crap is that i just can't sleep. While I'm pooped all the time, i can't stay asleep the entire night. i know i woke up last night, simply because I was in so much pain. Grr. I need some sleeping pills. Going on 2 weeks with minimal to no sleep isn't healthy, and that's probably how i got sick in the first place.

Oh. I started coughing in the shower this morning. I pulled my hand away from my mouth and there was a big clot of blood. Yeah. That't not healthy. I feel like my throat is being stabbed with a knife.

The worst part is I'm hungry, but then after i eat, i get all queasy feeling. Poop. I love food. And it loves me and wants to stay in my belly. At least it has, so far. but if i cough up any more blood...perhaps i should be a touch concerned.

I really like being a part of the house. I have never had a close group of girl friends, like this.

While i do have a sister, it's a touch different in the house. I now have older sisters, sisters around my age that i can talk to and be friends with. It's a completely different experience than anything i have had before.

While band was fun, we were all never close. True, my friends were in band, but the bond we had was quite different. It centered around the organization, and in the last year, it wasn't fun for me.

In softball...well, i didn't really like the girls. They were caddy, and dumb. And dumb. And we never were "friends."

Now, I have people i can rely on. It's a good feeling to know that I am finally accepted for who I am, and I don't have to pretend anything. I can be my normal old self, and feel right there.

In other news...ummm, ONLY THREE MORE WEEKS OF CLASS! Why had no one told me that i'm almost done? YAY! too bad i have two more years and that one year UNPAID internship to go through yet. Grrr. I just want to grow up already. :(

Finals week isn't looking to bad for me. They're all spaced out, and one is a presentation. And my english one is a multiple choice exam. ? Yeah, that should be interesting.

OH! I would also like to mention that I received another 100 in my IAH class. Yeah, i haven't missed ANY points in that class. Currently, i have a 103 in that class. WOOHOO for me! (and i really feel like i don't deserve the grade, but i'm not going to complain...nopers.)

i should start studying again. I have an ISS exam, then stuff at the house and then study hours until 11. yay!

-allie-